Sunday, 19 April 2026

The Wick: 2



The Wick: 2
19/4/2026

Tappety tap-tap. Morse is back. 6:30am on the nose. He’s nothing but punctual. There’s something in his timing that’s too rhythmic to be random; it’s almost as though he’s conveying a coded message from up the coast, or perhaps from the past. Maybe Morse is a reborn carrier pigeon who just can’t deny his past life’s innate instincts? A crow in the know? I look forward to getting to know him.
Up. Porridge and coffee. Walk to the beach, find a spot and read. A routine in the offing. This morning it’s Wallace Stegner’s 'Crossing to Safety’. It’s a novel primarily about friendship, love, loyalty and the places that we hold dear. A sentence leaps out at me. “There it is, the place where during the best times of our lives friendship had its home and happiness its headquarters.”


Apart from home, The Wick is home to my happiness and is already resettling my bones. Some places can do that; find harbour in your heart and drop anchor. There’s a kind of reverberation that aligns itself with you and aligns you to it. Similar to enduring friendships, there’s something recognisable in the frisson of discovery. I’d consider myself ‘wordly’, so there’s sweet-relief in the recognition of new experience that isn’t filtered through an ‘all knowing’ prism. I can still see. I can still feel. It’s not always about adventure and movement. Sometimes a moment will find your static bones and nudge you towards enlightenment. But you have to pay attention; the epiphanies are fleeting; often caught on the edge of view, in plain sight but in the corner of your eye. Even if imagined, they’re worth studying. Here in The Wick the days are reduced to a slow parade of possibilities. I know that there are those who poo-poo ‘self regard’ as indulgence. Their loss. The unexamined life... etc. Self-regard is what I’m here for. I walk. I talk with strangers. I read. I reacquaint myself with the hope of hope. And that is hope enough.

Whole Day of Hope

With the moon on my back I follow my shadow
Towards the light of a better day
I try to resist the straight and the narrow
In search of the hip and hooray

You ask me ‘why’ and I say ‘because’
I think I’ve been lonely too long
I am what I am, I’m not what I was
Let me cast my bones in this song

Maybe I know that you know
But sometimes things have to be said
There’s a shadowland deep in my heart
Where I am too easily led

I once had a whole day of hope
Happiness came and was seated
I once had a whole day of hope
But the moon rose upon the defeated

Beautiful burden, solid and sure
Yours is the path I am choosing
Perish the truth, love will endure
But I can’t seem to win for the losing

The things that keep moving us forward
Are the things that keep holding us back
I want to be shaped by intention
But I’m shaped by the courage I lack

I once had a whole day of hope
Happiness came and was seated
I once had a whole day of hope
But the moon rose upon the defeated





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