Thursday, 30 April 2026

The Wick: 5

 


The Wick: 5

30/4/2026

Midmorning. A blindingly beautiful day. The beach is vivid and unbroken: the sun reveals not a foot or paw-print. There are however twitchers about; whispering loudly, behind me in reeds. A breeding pair of Zitting Cisticolas (also known as Fantailed Warblers) was sighted at Walberswick National Nature Reserve last year, marking the first time this species has bred in Britain. Lordy! The rare birds, including three to four fledged juveniles, were spotted in the coastal scrub, reedbeds, and sea buckthorn area. A Googled picture reveals them as small, grey and nondescript. 


I take refuge from the excitement, get out my book, and settle in the dunes. Wallace Stegner's writing offers up such a multiplicity of meaning that you need to linger on every line. It's taken me the best part of two weeks to do the masterful 'Crossing to Safety' justice. Its conclusion is movingly mundane: ordinary lives are devastated by disappointment as grand ambitions go unrealised. The sunset sadness is sobering. Despite the amity of this idyllic haven I'm always bluesy on my last full day: and keen not to waste a moment. It's been a couple of weeks of unburdening: not that I'm carrying. There's no effort involved in reaping the rewards of The Wick's solitude and sanctuary: the serenity seeps, steeps and saturates. You just have to get out and about to let it work its magic. No walk is wasted.


Daily walks and sea air can't fail but invigorate and heal. Not that I'm ailing. I'm certainly not aleing: off the beer and whisky, the results of a recent blood test revealed unusually high cholesterol: I'm reluctant to tether myself to a lifeline of statins. The benefits of temperance are, unsurprisingly, better sleep and a clearer head. The usual forage for meaning and order seems less of a stretch. I'm not sure if that's a good thing. Rather than a manageable drip-feed of inspiration, my mind's flooded with bright thought. Too many connections: too many words! A concluding line of Stegner's rings, stings and rattles. The ageing narrator Larry, a frustrated writer, dismissively deems himself 'a nothing, writing nothings'. The association is obvious. The spidery scrawlings in my loaded note book are overwritten, unfocussed ramblings: but hey, at least they are my sweet nothings. They'll be battered and beaten into song. 

A hissing of excitement behind me. 'Yeeessss!!!' Above the beach, deep in the reeds, a grey warbler has been spotted. Moments later a wail of disappointment. 'Noooo!' An untethered dog has scared it off, warbling, fantailed, skybound. This grey warbler leaves tomorrow, invigorated, intoxicated, refreshed. Not and never really 'fit for purpose', but surely 'fit to burst'. Tomorrow is 'May Day': the first day of summer. I've just realised that I (kinda) quit the drinking on April Fool's Day. A month of abstinence. More fool me? Well, as the sage opined, "There's no fool like an old fool." I'll drink to that. Cheers!




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