Friday, 15 November 2013

Bonkers but Brilliant


Unsure why this tickled me but... tickle me it did.

Di's favourite building ever is The Chrysler Building.
What a looker...
Check out the video here...


















Architects of important landmarks dressed as their designed buildings at Beaux- Arts Ball. They include Leonard Schultze as the Waldorf-Astoria, William Van Alen as the Chrysler Building, Ely Jacques Khan as the Squibb Building, Ralph Walker as the Wall Street Building, Arthur J.Arwine as a low pressure heating boiler, A. Stewart as the Fuller Building and Joseph Freelander as the Museum of the City of New York. 
They all wore helmet like constructions of the building they had designed. 
23 January 1931.

Thursday, 14 November 2013

Vinyl?

Ok folks; I need your help again.
Marcus and I have been discussing the format for the forthcoming release of 'To the Bone'.
Marcus reckons vinyl is the way ahead; will open up a whole new world of listeners to us.
Not having a record player I am a little reluctant. I get his point but don't want to add plastic to that pile of unsold MM cds in the attic. It is not cheap either. Manufacturing costs for decent vinyl can be upwards of £4 a unit as apposed to @ £1.50 a unit for decently packaged Cds...
We will be making the album available as a Hi Res download with Linn; they do all of the variables of download too; CD quality/MP3 etc.
What about not doing it on CD?
Does anyone buy CDs anymore.
Discuss...
Help...

Hopeland (notes from Corsica): 17: Friends Applaud

17: Friends Applaud

The island life had stirred my creative pot, culminating in a productive year that had seen a potent change in the way I thought and wrote. The resultant album ‘Hopeland’ had been bathed in optimism’s glow after the retreat to Corsica had gifted me clarity of thought and a sense of well being that was startling. I had previously written about the journey, but offered no answers, just questions. With ‘Hopeland’ I had actually arrived somewhere; destination achieved. I unpacked. I was home.
The plan was to stay, but my furrowed brow kept moving me forward, beyond the bliss. What followed was no drastic regression, just an unsettling feeling that those peaceful waters were about to be disturbed. At the end of a perfect day there is still darkness and the inevitable notion that the following dawn would bring disappointment. I was in full song yet full of clumsy contradiction, each thought subverted the previous one. Where I had previously danced serenely through my days I was now walking on hot coals; I wanted to draw lyrical breath but was invariably rendered breathless, dizzy and dumb by the savage, intoxicating beauty of the island.
Closer to home, anything that was fleetingly familiar was reduced to homily, which I paraded in songs and poems as freshly minted wisdom.
Did these words even qualify as poems?
I continued to put pen to paper, hoping that the chaos might be revealed as a series of telling moments; my aim was true, but my hands were shaking, grasping at shadows. I found myself reaching for things that were no longer there, or whose influence had become diminished.
There was a constant humming in my head.
Maybe I’d had one drink too many.
At the beginning of the New Year I wrote an email to my ‘virtual’ friends:

Dear All, 
I seem to be disappearing by the day, weaker by the week. 
The new year didn’t start well; I couldn’t shake off the bug that seems to have afflicted us all; couldn’t shake off the effects of the Xmas lubrications; something I’ve never had a problem with before, and my feet hurt so much that getting from bed to bog was becoming a major issue. 
Di complaining about me waking up smelling like a ‘shitty brewery’ was a sure sign that something needed to change. 
Having been off the booze for 3 days now I can confidently say that I feel absolutely no difference other than an ever present thirst and a newfound ability to say ‘Unique New York’ 3 times really fast, particularly after that third cup of (now sugarless) coffee. 
In further attempts towards betterment I’ve stopped taking sugar in my tea and started watching documentaries about animals and trees. 
That should help me sleep. 
I think I’m missing Corsica. 
We haven’t been for a while. 
It reminds me of quote from W. H. Murray: 
“In short withdrawals from the world there is to be had unfailing refreshment. When his spirit is burdened or lightened, the natural movement of a man’s heart is to lift upward, and this is more readily done in the wild, for there it is easy to be still.”
Usually when I’m in a funk I can sit down with my guitar and create something, or simply play. I was now getting nothing from this; the canvas was blank with no lead in the pencil.
Step two of any revival is normally the taking of a bath.
Sitting in the suds I have the choice of reaching for Flaubert’s ‘A Sentimental Education’ or last month’s Esquire magazine.
I opt for an article on how to throw a tomahawk, throw a perfect 180 at darts and throw flaming Sambuca from your mouth. There’s a piece offering a five-day detox (“what can you achieve in 5 days? Even God only got as far as the birds and fish.”) I learn how to do a ‘McTwist’ on a surfboard, mix a perfect martini, dismantle an AK-47 and how to avoid capture behind enemy lines: “Lie on a north facing slope and keep still. This is very difficult. You will develop sores. You will nearly go crazy. And remember, you have to demoralize the dog-handler, not the dog.”
I’m instructed on how to start a football chant (apparently if you are a Borussia Monchengladbach fan this involves not saying “Give us a ‘B’…”) and then move on to the eco-friendly wisdom that “recycled toilet paper’s like taking a cheese grater to a bullet hole” before drifting off into a dumb, numb slumber.
I wake up in cold water; everything is shriveled and my magazine lies at the bottom of the tub. I can just about make out a piece on ‘Famous Last Words’. There’s Bogart’s “I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis” and Beethoven’s “Friends applaud, the comedy is over.”
This gets me thinking about the possible benefits of ‘getting serious’ and the diminishing returns of ageing.
Is this really the best I’m ever going to feel again?
With this question in mind I resolve to enrich what remains of my life with genuine intent; there’ll be no more parading and postulating about court sprints and investment in World Music.
I need to do some real gardening; plant a thought and watch it grow, rather than just moving on to another lofty deliberation.
So, here goes.
In endeavouring to prevent myself from weakening by the week I’m making some changes in an attempt to embroider that rich tapestry.
This week my attention is on:
- a daily regime of (yes) press ups; 50 in the morning, 50 before bedtime. I’m wobbling at 25… - Continuing in the refining of my drinking career. Fridays and Saturdays only. 
- The serious study of the later music of Scott Walker, which has previously been as appealing to me as
spinach, oysters and anal sex. I’m referring to ‘Climate of the Hunter’ ‘Tilt’ and ‘Drift’, in which Scott famously got his percussionist to punch a dead pig for rhythm and sang about the underworld and afterlife in a voice akin to Donald Duck.
I’ll keep you posted on my progress.
Any advice will, of course, be considered and ignored.
You could always try…
You might not recognize me at the bar, but if you do, be kind and don’t offer me a drink.
Baby steps, as they say.
Trev x 


Although I’d put it out there into the ether as an ironic missive to mates (who either ignored my self-possession or responded with concern), the self-pity of that letter is obvious to me now. One American friend offered the phone number of her lofty Harley Street therapist, another suggested voluntary work: “You need to immerse yourself in someone else’s misery; that would stop you getting so ‘up’ yourself.”
 


The Swimmer 

The swimmer leaves the shore
To test his mortality

He is the sole, vital engine
His actions keep him alive
The alternative is unthinkable
But possible

His discomfort is self-imposed
A discipline to ward off
That prize possession of middle age
Contentment

I shrink against the cold
Eyes sting
I do this to myself
Float then move my arms
Against the indifferent current

There is no disappointment
In the primitive simplicity of this moment
I must move to survive
And that begs the question
Do I need my life?

No wiser, but replenished, reassured
I turn my back to the kindling sun
And reach for the uncertain shore

Wednesday, 13 November 2013

Blasphemy

Sorry if this offends but it made me blow snot.
So wrong it's right...
Thanks Katy; I hope your day improves...

Hopeland (Notes from Corsica): 16: Ennui on the Mountain

16: Ennui on the Mountain

Life in England was now in stark contrast to Corsica. The everyday realities of commuting into London to an uninspiring job had started to chip away at Di’s newfound joie de vivre. Working as a ‘size model’ for various high profile high street designers seemed a glamorous career to folk looking in. The humdrum reality was different. A cross between a mannequin and a fashion technician, she laboured long hours in cramped conditions with designers, buyers and technicians who stuck pins into her, bitched and moaned and invariably forget that she was there; she was but a living breathing template. Di withdrew and could feel nothing but diminished by her
windowless working day; the pay was excellent, the payoff was an increasingly derelict soul.
Life was pretty good for me; I was working for a large international school in central London, as Director of the extra curricular activities. In the summer I ran the school’s summer camp. The school, a successful independent, provided a privileged environment for wealthy families, mainly Americans. As such it was an easy place to be; the problems of most inner city schools did not raise their ugly heads there. I was surrounded by an intelligent, urbane faculty whose sole motivation was the well-being of a happy, healthy student population.
I loved the company of the lower school kids, aged between four and ten; it was a constant reminder of the wisdom of children and the joy that their lack of cynicism can bring. If you’re ever feeling jaded just sit with a group of five year olds and ask them about the colours inside their heads. I learnt to trust children. I wish I could invest my writing with their sense of wonder and clarity of thought; they encouraged me to keep gazing at the stars whilst staying focused on ‘the bleeding obvious’.
Gradually this side of my life was deviating me from my expected route, that of a recording songwriter. I needed to work to fuel the fire but, where once I could happily wear the two hats, it now felt a misfit. I was marking time instead of fully committing to the muse; still creatively inspired but feeling vocationally impotent; I lacked luster; perhaps work at the school offered too much of a comfort zone. Contentment kicked in alongside a vague ennui; if this was my lot I wasn’t too unhappy in my underachievement.
I started to drink; not to excess, just more regularly and more eagerly, eventually turning to single malts to give some culture to my craving; just to loosen things up and blur the edges a little. This of course dulled any edge that I had. Di wasn’t happy and let me know it, wincing at the sound of the ice machine; she’d be spending another evening in my compromised company.
“Whiskey makes you sour.”

Increasingly it seemed that we were at our most relaxed in Montemaggiore and for a while we thought seriously about selling up and moving to Corsica. The short lived plan was to invest any meager savings that we could realize, alongside profit made from selling our cottage, into a property near Calvi. Initially this would be as a holiday let, but possibly as an alternative to Chez Diane, should we find that
life in the valley beckoned us down from the mountain. Di would develop her passion for photography into something more lucrative, and I would sit atop the mountain and write my songs. We had Lisa Cottage valued and were set for a life change This, in turn, set us towards some serious soul searching.
We eventually recognised that our happiness was founded on having the two bases; one ‘ideal’ enhanced the other. Only then did we truly count our blessings; in England we had good friends and a lovely home on a village green, where we woke to birdsong and the footfall of horses in the meadow behind us. Buckinghamshire offered up what pleasures remained of ‘Olde England’, with easy access to the excitements of London. The pleasures of Corsica were obvious. We had two good lives; why not make the best of both worlds?

Tuesday, 12 November 2013

Lovesong: Neil Finn: Divebomber


Mmmm, I love Neil Finn's writing, especially his contemplative songs.
He's often said that his 'rockers' are just slow sad songs sped up.
The underlying melancholy of his music is what makes it so compelling to me.
Soon comes a new album 'Dizzy Heights' and I'm excited.
So excited that I go looking for previews and find this video of a track from the album.
The song is 'Divebomber' and it has me perplexed.
I'm not exactly underwhelmed, just a little confused.
Now, I can find melody in Mahler so, trust me, I'm up for anything but... much as I'm into the resonance of nostalgia, I've sat through this a few times and cannot get beyond the confusion of the 'found sounds'.
Is it just me?
Is there a song in there somewhere?
I hope so; it'll probably knock me sideways on the next play but I can only hold my breath for so long...


Monday, 11 November 2013

Legend?

Di and I had a nice night out ce soir. We went to the Everyman cinema in Maida Vale to see the new Clooney/Bullock film 'Gravity'.
We sat in comfy seats (£15 a pop) with our 3D specks on and were knocked out by the visuals. Di was less impressed by the narrative than I was: I liked the intimacy of the otherworldly drama; both he/she impressed and will surely push for Oscars, as will the Special Effect dept. All in all a moving movie with spectacular effects that do not overwhelm the breathless feeling of surprising intimacy. It's hard to explain that dynamic; go and see it!
Later we wandered around the corner for a drink at The Warrington. We entered mid Pub Quiz and ended up helping ex Sex Pistols bass player Glen Matlock with the pop lyric and picture round. Glen thought that a photo of "Iggy Stardust" ('Pop' actually) was 'that lesbian tennis player'. He was a nice guy though, happy to chat about his glory days and pose for a photo. I saw The Pistols twice in their pomp during that gob fest of the late 70's; first time with Glen on bass, later in one of the worst gigs I've  ever witnessed, at Bingley Hall in Yorkshire, after that lamentable twat Sid Vicious had taken over Glen's bass mantle. There was a classic moment when a light bulb fell from the rigging, smashing at Sid's feet. Our hero thought that glass had been chucked at him from the crowd; he picked up a shard and carved something illegible into his naked chest, surely misspelt. Sid was a sorry victim of Malcolm McLaren's megalomanic vision and ambition. I reckon that Glen was better out of it; sacked because he knew too many Beatles songs. I forgot to mention his post Pistols band The Rich Kids to Glen. I saw them at some Leeds venue (The Hallam?) supporting Generation X. Billy Idol wanted to fight everyone; The Rich Kids were great; Midge Ure a fine front man. I can't remember their guitarist's name (Steve Rich?) but he was fantastic; up there with Magazine's John McGeoch as one of the best guitarists of the post punk generation...
Matlock is playing at The Screen on the Green in Islington on Nov 23rd if you're interested.
He's no legend; just a nice guy who's guaranteed free beer for the rest of his life.
Let's hope that he has more restraint that Shane McGowan...

To the Bone: The Second Sessions: Sunday

Up early; Willow tries to get into the shower with me and I tell her to... be elsewhere. Which brings us neatly on to the first song of the day. 'Angelicana' is concerned with a restless spirit's wanderlust. It's a fairly raw song that we strip bare. I play a lo-fi acoustic guitar part and then sing close mic'd. The throaty rasp is benefit of last night's chat and the gravel works nicely, although I do sound slightly pissed off... The chorus is a one word repetition of the title. I hear it as a kind of female Greek chorus, or sirens beckoning our traveller either onto the rocks or towards a better future. We section up my voice and hope to get Luce in to give the hook line a feminine resonance. That'll be an interesting experiment as Lucinda sings in tune...
Marcus plays his Dan Electro bass which warms the bottom end of the mix, working well with the trashy drum sound. Joe Henry would be proud of us...
As the evening sets in we set about the final song. 'The Fullness of Time' is a piano ballad that Marcus pronounces 'too pretty' and sets about deconstructing it; ordering me to remove all of the twiddly bits and simplify; removing the diminished and minor 7ths etc. 'Think Lanois rather than James Taylor' he prompts, so I put on a pair of oven gloves for performance. As you will surely hear, this paid dividends. My least dextrous performance ever is proclaimed 'perfect' by the Scientist. It's a rough science...
Later, I look down my nose at him as he sits poised at the piano and I smugly suggest a piano part that is 'more Mrs Mills than Elton." He looks confused but gets it when I mention Les Dawson... Once the vocal is down (our usual 3 takes and a 'comp') we add a wonky Sparklehorse mellotrone and it all sounds surprisingly effecting. Amazing what imperfection can do to the heartstrings...
Lesson learnt: one bubble in the paint job: bad. Many bubbles: good.
That's 13 songs in the bag of bones.
Stripped bare they do sound naked; now comes the fun: we need to add the right flesh to the bones...
Less fat and fulsome, more lean and keen methinks...

Sunday, 10 November 2013

To The Bone: The Second Sessions: Saturday

I'm up early and Marcus and Willow are still out for the count. As I'm in 'Rock 'n' Roll' mode... I decide to make Bolognese sauce for later tonight. Once Marcus has walked the dog we're ready to roll...
Time for another new song. It wouldn't be a Jones album without what Marcus calls 'a bit of waffling'. Yup, here's Trev talking again. 'Cabin Fever' comes from a story that I'd read about Raymond Carver. He needed to finish some short stories for a publishing deadline and borrowed a friend's cabin by a remote lake. He thought that such classic isolation would focus his artistic mind. He didn't make it beyond the weekend. The reclusiveness did nowt but bore the arse of him. 'Send a letter or a woman" he wrote as an S.O.S to a friend, before giving up and running from the hills and back to the static of the city. I know the benefits of solitude based on my Corsican ennui and Carver's reaction interested me. For me, silence offered solutions. It wasn't immediate, but eventually the benefit of a quiet life insinuated itself... I was dumbstruck by a keen but gentle excitement; the sense that something within me was really changing and... it had nothing to do with alcohol or caffeine.
This felt like a true and natural healing; there really was therapeutic benefit to submerging oneself in silence.
"A question is forming
A knot is unravelling
A new day is dawning
And my heart is beating fast..."
I play a ten thumbed guitar part on Marcus's Country and Western Gibson, and then comes the warbling, partly spoken, partly sung. Marcus prods away at the piano and conjures up some atmosphere with mellotron voices. It all sounds suitably odd; conjuring up images of a bug eyed unshaven writer in old clothes, smelling like a damp dog, sitting poised for inspiration.


Lunch and then into 'Some Kind of Surrender'. Marcus suggests a Ry Cooder rhumba type shuffle and that kind of shapes the approach. It's slower than I'd intended and I have to roll the lyrics and even sustain a few notes. Christ, I'm almost singing! The Scientist adds Norah Jones octaves on the piano and some electric twang and acoustic strum before we head indoors for that Bolognese. We discuss whether vegetarian Lucinda (just returning from a gig) will notice that there's a pound of beef mince and half a pound of pork lardons in the sauce. Marcus reckons that she'd be more offended by the garlic, so I rustle her up a tomato and basil ragu that will suffice. Tonight's red is a stonking Spanish/French border Cabalie 2012. Lemon tart and some straight talking ensures that I don't think of Match of the Day until it's too late. How did that happen?
Regardless of the Cabalie's 14% content, we'll all sleep well tonight...

Friday, 8 November 2013

To the Bone: The Second Sessions (Friday): 'Dream Horses' & ''Row'.

I'm in Norbury Brook studio again with Marcus, to continue work on what has been tentatively re-christened 'To the Bone'. It's another 3 day session that should see us break the back of the album in terms of basic tracking. This time we're in the company of Willow, Marcus and Lucinda's lovely lady lurcher. She's discerning; Willow doesn't like jazz chords or cellos... that'll keep us honest. She also has her eye on the garden squirrel whose days are surely numbered.
We commence at noon (very civilized) on 'Dream Horses'. This starts as a simple voice and piano arrangement but is now starting to swell into something... swell. Marcus battles with string samples. I can't spell most of the words he's barking out but musically it sounds like Steve Reich in the afternoon! "Stereo: L: Scratchy R: Awful.... Flat as a fart" is the maestro's assessment. Willow is less articulate but her flatulence speaks volumes. Later, as we have the upright piano sound sorted, we potter with 'Row', a vignette which works nicely. Once the piano is done I sing and Marcus plays along on his blue melodica, giving the thing a sea shanty slant which works well with the lyric. A great day's work and it's time for our reward; nuts for the monkeys. As it's Friday we contemplate curry and offer it up to the dog, just to keep the wind in the Willow.
She assures us that she is more than content with her Chappie.

Thursday, 7 November 2013

In Cassidy's Care: Updates

'In Cassidy's Care' continues to pick up some glowing reviews.
I particularly like the florid translations of some of the Italian reviews...

“A triumph of lyricism. Dream pop with the grace of a butterfly. Touching, sincere, sensual, deep, brilliant, elegant and devoid of hyperbole, a triumph of noble songwriting and seldom reached perfection. If you only buy one disc this year, make it this one.” Onda Rock

“Another little masterpiece has been born. Truly outstanding. Thoughtful, intelligent, graceful and deeply moving music, with every rerun being as joyous as the first.”  9/10 AmericanaUK

“Jones and Cliffe make a formidable pair; crafting beautifully adult, thoughtful and melodic music where Jones' poetic lyrics are placed within gently memorable tunes and lovingly crafted arrangments.”  Elsewhere
“Far and away the most unfairly unsung musical wizards ever to emerge from this sceptered isle. Big on memorable tunes wrapped around honest-to-goodness emotionally involving lyrics.
Rating 95% ‘Album Choice’ HiFi News

“The music and its rich texture is simply stunning. Quite honestly I have not been moved by an album for such a long time “ 4.5 out of 5 Let’s Get Ready to Rock


“Tumblingly lovely; rather like being gently massaged by feathers.” NetRhythms
“A record of great heart. The duo orchestrate intensely personal emotions that you’ve possibly never endured. It is a wonderful thing indeed.” Roots and Branches

“An almost perfect album.” Suono.it
R2 magazine reviewed the album in their current issue (41)

“Masterpieces of subtlety and observation clothed in sumptuous, lush melodies. This is one of the great records of 2013. Buy it and fall in love.”  **** 
The same magazine (an excellent read btw) will feature an interview with me in the next edition (42) and then, in the new year we are to have a track on their 'Un-Herd' CD which comes free with every publication. 
We are currently wrangling over which ICC track to include:
Marcus: 'Sweet Nothing': "It's commercial and catchy"
Me: 'I Love You, Goodbye': "Lyrically it relates closely to Cassidy's story and is more reflective of our musical style"
Bazza: 'In Cassidy's Care'"It would put the album name 'In Cassidy's Care' into people's head and they would make the connection when they see the advert and hear the track. The intro with the horn, pizzicato strings and slidey guitar thing is really interesting - and I would bet there will be no other track on the CD with a similar musical mix. It also has a great middle 8 that really changes the feel and pace of the song and with the organ adds another (MM) musical landscape. The 'Jesus Christ Amelia' phrase is also deceptively catchy and sticks in the head. 'In Cassidy's Care' would be my choice. The opening to 'I Love You Goodbye' sounds great when it follows 'Sweet Nothing', but if it followed a similarly slow paced track on the compilation it could fail to have the impact you need. The hook that grabs me in this song is the 'I thought I was a dragon slayer' line, but it's 1min 20 secs into the song, so the listener may have skipped to the next track before they get that pleasure!
'Sweet Nothing' is great and would do the job, but it's probably the least representative of the album and the Miracle Mile sound. That's my view from a purely marketing angle"

You can alway rely on Bazza for a brief brief...
If you guys have any thoughts about the best track to choose, please feel free to chip in...
Meanwhile, here's the excellent ad that Bazza's just presented for the magazine:

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

Hopeland (Notes from Corsica) 15: Pink's Nice

15: Pink’s Nice

We gathered at the village cemetery, standing amongst silent embraces and whispered conversations. The atmosphere was of tenderness, sadness and bitter cigarettes. One of Jan and David’s grandchildren placed wild flowers on a black granite tomb and softened the air. The boy looked up for his father’s eye and Nicholas winked, producing a rogue tear that ran the length of his gaunt unshaven features. He reached out and ruffled his son’s unkempt hair and then gently squeezed his button nose. The child smiled shyly and skipped away happy at this affirmation; he had done well. Nicholas stepped unsteadily towards the gathering and spoke into the space between us, about his parents; their love of the village was with them to the end. In a trembling voice he told us that in Jan’s final moments, family, friends and photographs of Montemaggiore had encircled her. There had already been a funeral in Paris; this ceremony was to see Janet’s ashes interred with those of David and their beloved first-born, Katja.
“This second ceremony seems so much more difficult than the first”, sighed Nico. In Paris he had felt numb. Here above the village and beneath the mountain, with his grief exposed, he appeared raw and overawed, lost within himself.
At the head of the tomb, Katja’s name and a pale gray photo were hard to see. Below this, freshly painted words and dates had been added along side two vivid colour photos of David and Janet which seemed almost garish in comparison; pictures that we all recognized from their frames in that big blue house. Nico placed two fingers to his lips and gently touched the images of his mother and father. After a shuddering pause, he rested his fingers on the fading face of his sister, as if trying to wipe away a mark or stain. He leant there for a moment and whispered to the departed. Sebastian took his arm from around his trembling sister Natasha and stepped towards the tomb. He paused as if to speak, and then bowed his head; tears flowing freely down the front of his black crumpled shirt. He then placed the tips of his fingers on his mother’s face and touched them to his lips, repeating the gesture with his father and sister. Natasha stood unsteadily, supported now by her two daughters. One of the villagers stepped forward, placing a hand to his ear and sang a verse in Corsican; a psalm I think. One by one the villagers joined his song, producing a moving mournful moan.

After the ceremony we retreated to the family’s house where we drank strong black coffee and bottled water and ate freshly baked bread and cakes; the stuff of life. We were introduced to visiting relations of Jan and David, Australian and British.
“We’ll miss their free spirits”, I muttered awkwardly. “The air was never heavy around them.” Di looked at me and frowned; too many words. The sound of English seemed to clutter the room so we returned to our fumbling French. Later, as we left, we wrote in the visitor’s book for the final time:
“Dear Janet and David, it was a pleasure to know you, and a sadness that we couldn’t get to know you better. We’ll miss our visits to your house. There was always laughter.”
We crept down the stone staircase and stood unsure of ourselves in the village square.
“Let’s go for a drive”, said Di.

It was early evening now and the hills bristled with energy. Just outside of Calanzana we stopped by a small chapel that we’d always thought derelict. It was surrounded by cars and vans and the sound of music came from within. We stepped inside to great applause, although we soon realized that the ovation was not for us. At the alter was a grand piano in front of which stood the soloist, bowing stiffly from the waist; enjoying the acclaim. He had the wild-eyed stare of Marty Feldman, an effect that was magnified by a huge pair of pink plastic glasses, the thick lenses of which could have started a forest fire. He took his seat, adjusted those heavy frames, placed his fingers on the keyboard and, after a prolonged theatrical gaze at the ceiling, he started to play. At transcendent moments his eyes returned to the heavens as if tipping the wink in gratitude for his sublime gift. He offered Chopin, Beethoven and Bach, all for an audience of about forty folk who sat in quiet reverence. As the gentle prodding reverberated, I looked around at the faces in the audience. Next to us an elderly couple sat nursing a baby. The woman was dressed in her sober Sunday best; the old man wore a shabby dressing gown and pyjamas, on his feet a pair of pale pink slippers. His head was down, chin to chest, seemingly asleep. A tear ran down his cheek and gave him away. The child gazed up to the rafters, perhaps seeking the object of the pianist’s wild blissful stare, whilst his grandmother whispered life’s secrets into him.
After the concert we went in search of food and found ourselves at ‘Chez Michele’ in Calanzana.
We watched in silence as Michele prepared us his specialty; ‘Agneau de lait au feu de bois’, baby lamb roasted over an open fire, which he would simply serve with garlicky potatoes. His partner Naderge knew our appetites well and placed two demi pichets on the table, red for me, rose for Di, while we watched her beautiful half African, half Corsican child playing with a hula hoop; Naderge smiling at us smiling at her daughter’s delighted dance.

                                                        ***

Yesterday's Bread

“Everyday but Sunday” she says
Glancing over my shoulder
As she counts out change
I am not yet 'of the village'
So have worked my way 
From the back of the queue

Every day but Sunday
In the shadow of St Augustin
Crusts offered reluctantly
From the back of a crumpled white van
'Voila, you were lucky'
She draws a dark brown oddment
From within, then
Steps to her left
Blocking my view

I bound home with flour on my chest
To find you in the kitchen
Teacups brimful
Over your shoulder I see
The remnants of yesterday's bread
"Always leave a crust 
To show you're not in need"
Terry's chant
"Waste not, want for nothing"

I am my father's son
So every dawn we test our teeth 
On yesterday’s bread
Leaving the soft and the fresh 
For tomorrow
You hold me hopefully
As I picture pater
Terry
Tight lipped and wanting
Pressing broken teeth
Into the back of his smile

Monday, 4 November 2013

New Recordings: To the Bone: The First Sessions

I started in on some new recordings over the weekend.
Marcus and I did the usual: tea, biscuits, veg' curry, bottle of great red (a stupendous Amarone - La Collina dei Ciliegi 2008) and a rifle through Mr Cliffe's latest vinyl (Joni's remastered 'Blue' and Miles Davis's 'We Want Miles'), before hankering down to work.
Talk about setting the bar high...
I think that this photo (right) was taken Saturday morning after that Friday night, hence that "what the..." look on my face. The chord I am playing is known to us musicians as 'C'. And let me tell you; it was a stretch holding those heavy cables down.
My head looks superimposed onto my body, which is certainly in line with the way I was feeling.

This will be a solo 'Jones' venture; bereft of concept this time folks. Considering the lack of budget I think that we can safely say that this album will be a lo-fi diversion. 7 basic songs in the barrel thus far. They'll need buffing by the scientist; it was sounding good though as I departed Sunday evening; leaving Marcus battling with a blue harmonica and a hiccuping Fender Twin Reverb.

We have two working titles so far: 'Let Go' and/or 'To the Bone', although we'll probably ending up calling it 'Cosmo' or 'Sharon'...
Songs in the 'nearly' can are:

Books to Bed
Fireworks
Man Behind the Moon
Pardon Me
Phil the Hat and TJ
Somewhere North of Here
Life To The Bone

We are already making the videos in our heads and discussing the weight of vinyl that we should use on our first pressing.
There are no fools like old fools.
Long may we wane...

Sunday, 3 November 2013

Hopeland (Notes From Corsica) 14: In the Village


14: In the Village

We waited for the villagers to reveal themselves and gradually they emerged. I would be lying if I waxed lyrical about open arms and embraces; there was a reticence that was initially unsettling, but we came to sense a proud and private nature, which made the eventual connections more profound. We mirrored their discretion, stepping lightly but hoping to be liked. Titin and Lucie, our elderly neighbours, were ever present and friendly, but their Corsican brogue and hearing difficulties made chitchat difficult, so we gestured and smiled. Robert and Marie Lucie became our touchstones in the village, introducing us to the now familiar faces whenever our paths crossed. There were only two public places in the village, a mill where the locals brought their olives to be pressed and converted to oil and a small bar. Francois owned the bar and we made it our habit to nip in for a drink with him whenever we returned from our daily trips. Each visit would inevitably produce a new introduction; this seemed an exclusively male environment; the women would poke their noses around Francois’ door but seldom enter. Di was always politely offered a chair in the corner but insisted on sitting at the bar. I think that they liked her for that. We met many of the villagers there, characters whose proud and private nature prevent me from detailing too much of that character. The first evening spent Chez Franciose ended with a tasting session of the local eau de vie, firewater flavoured with local berries and herbs. We set Di’s camera on ‘auto’ and took a photo of us all with seaside smiles, leaning heavily on the bar like a bunch of old friends. We still have that picture stuck to our Corsican fridge. Also on that fridge is a picture of Victor Savelli who ran the village mill. We had met him by chance in his wife’s charcuterie shop in nearby Lumio. A local producer (two trees) had made an appointment for the next day and Victor invited us to witness the pressing process. There was nothing modern about the Moulin; an ancient pile, its grand design was a combination of ingenuity and necessity blended with the benefits of the application of gravity and brute strength. Olives were placed between large granite presses that were threaded in turn on a thick metal corkscrew. A bewildering series of cogs, wheels and gears were ultimately connected to a donkey that, upon encouragement, plodded in circles, turning the screw until the presses had squeezed every drop from the fruit. The oil ran luxuriantly into a collecting stone basin where it was filtered and decanted into emerald green bottles. Two small trees had produced a dozen liters of lemony liquid gold. The happy owner of the fresh oil proudly gifted us a tiny bottle ‘not for the pot’. It should be reserved, he said, exclusively for salads and cold preparations. The raw peppery flavour was an initial shock but we learned to love it.

***

Next to the church was a big pale blue house in glorious disrepair. It always intrigued us and I asked
Robert about the owners.
“This is the house of the family Reese. David and Jan have lived in the village for over 30 years. Their children went to our school and were brought up as Corsican.” He went on to explain that David was Australian and had helped develop tourism in Corsica. He had started out as a simple rep and after much travel had turned his hand to travel writing. He and his English wife Jan (another Janet) now shared their life between winters in Paris and long idyllic summers in the house.
Late one afternoon we received a phone call from Janet Reese to invite us to their home for an aperitif.
“6.30 would be fine. Just knock and come up.”

I knocked and Di sang out ‘cuckoo’.
No answer, I leant on the half open door. A huge stone staircase formed the backbone of the house. As we ascended we peeked into the shadowy rooms; there were no doors, every irregular space lay open, crooked, lopsided interiors beckoned. Furnishings were a sparse clutter of antiques; the peeling walls were covered in gaudy prints and a few vivid oil paintings. The dusty light that crept in through the shutters cast everything in a verdant hue. It felt as if we had been spirited into some secret silent world. This was a house for exploring. I wanted to be six again. Spellbound we whispered and crept higher.
“Cuckoo” tweeted Di again. The door at the top of the stairs flew open bathing everything in impossible sunlight. A man beamed down at us.
“Ah, welcome, welcome, yes, yes, come on in, please, yes.”
He beckoned us into the light with wide-open arms and we entered a large drawing room. This seemed to be the final resting place for the world’s most comfortable chairs. Mismatched sofas and split armchairs all faced inwards towards an unlit fire and begged for our attention. Terra cotta tiles added to an ambience of cool calm, doorways led off in acute angels upwards and downwards into intriguing shadows. There were books everywhere.
“You must be, ah, Kevin and Debby, yes, yes. David. David Reese.
That’s me of course. Yes. Lovely to meet you.”
Shrugging his shoulders he giggled, squeezed our hands and gestured towards the comfy chairs.
“It’s ‘Trevor and Di’, darling, Trevor and Di” sang a warm voice from an adjacent room, the welcoming clink of glass on ice suggested it must be the kitchen. Janet entered with a beatific beam and a tray of cold drinks that she handed to David. He placed the tray on a small camphorwood chest before reaching for his wife and there they stood arm in arm, leaning towards us, smiling. Janet, a slender woman in her early sixties was elegantly swathed in beige linen; a turquoise head scarf accentuated blue eyes that twinkled playfully. David wore a tatty red ‘V’ necked jumper tucked into crumpled khakis that rested a good six inches above his bare boney ankles. He was short and stout, not a hair on his head but a luxuriant bushy white beard split into the sweetest smile. They seemed happiness personified, a perfect ‘odd couple’. As they disappeared into the kitchen Di and I sank further into our enveloping chairs and simultaneously mouthed ‘Father Christmas’.
Reemerging with bowls full of olives and crisps our hosts beckoned us to follow them out onto a balcony that overlooked the church. Looking down onto the village square Jan talked us through the comings and goings of nightfall in La Place, relating the stories of the passing villagers who would occasionally look up and wave, always smiling. David kept our wine glasses full and grimaced as he sipped on a pallid cordial.
“I used to love my wine. Sorry to say that I have recently been forced to banish Bacchus from my life.” he drew a hand across his mouth and eyed my glass nervously.
“I must confess to missing the scoundrel’s company. Good health is such a precious gift”, he added wistfully. He caught Jan’s eye and chuckled. “Now, would you like a slice of Janet’s excellent potato pie?”
The evening was full of easy laughter and stories of travel.
Jan and David had met in Italy as travelers and left as lovers, eventually finding and falling for Corsica in the early seventies. After living their initial years of marriage within Calvi’s Citadel they had thrown all of their savings at this wonderfully decadent pile in Montemaggiore with plans of renovation, before recognizing the peculiar rustic charms of the house and resigning themselves to its dusty magic. Here they had started a family, two boys and two girls.
“The children all grew up in the village.” Jan went into the house and came back with a photo album.
“Here’s Katja, our first born, then Nicholas, Sebastian and our baby, Natasha. Nicco, Seb and Tasha all now live and work in Paris.”
“And Katja, is she still on the island?” asked Di.
“Yes, I suppose she is” Jan looked across at David “We lost her, here in the house. She was fifteen. An accident. She is buried above in the village cemetery.”
“More wine I think”, whispered David.

***

We came to love David and Janet’s company; their every gesture seemed an invitation toward betterment and that generosity was infectious; we missed them when they were in Paris. In the summer months they now became the centre of the village for us, they discreetly drip-fed stories about the people of Montemaggiore helping us better understand them. Over the course of the ensuing years as we got to know these folk and their ways, we came to think of them as extended family. They rarely reciprocated with any great show of affection; but they did seem to like us, and that was enough. Our visits became regular and eagerly anticipated: early summer, late summer, Christmas and Easter. Family and friends from England visited and we took great pleasure in introducing them to the joys of the Balagne. We often encouraged a houseful, deliberately forcing ourselves out of Chez Diane and onto the road to explore other parts of the island and we learned to love it more; each day always offered up a gift, but wherever we ventured we always looked forward to our return to the house.

***
And so the years passed. Our plans for developing the two caves of Chez Diane into living spaces were put on the backburner as we came to love the house for what it was. We put in a new bathroom and spruced things up with the occasional lick of paint, but besides a few sticks of furniture and a dishwasher no drastic changes were made. The very thought of radio and television was vetoed by Di, when in Corsica we lived in glorious isolation and came to cherish the detachment, scowling at the phone when it rang. 
The natural rhythm of life ensured the inevitable losses; Marie Lucie’s black Labrador Diane went missing, much to everyone’s distress. She was always a welcoming presence A Cima. Then Lucie died; Titin was heartbroken, weeping openly and often, blowing his big red nose into one of her delicate lace hankies. Retreating into his house he was solemnly tended to by his family and the villagers. For weeks we saw no sign of him until early one morning we were awoken by the tap tap tapping of the artist at work; he had started on a sculpture that we now like to think of as Lucie. He still refuses to acknowledge this but his last and latest work sits sternly on the rock that overlooks Titin’s front door and bears a striking resemblance.
When Victor Savelli passed away the olive mill shut down and sat sadly vacant for a year or two before his son eventually reopened it.
David Reese’s long-term illness finally overcame him, at which point Jan revealed that she too had cancer.
She followed David within months.

***

A Truth Revealed

She sits grey and golden
Wearing nothing but a smile
Which promises too much

That holy half-light
Softens the facts
Hard and unwholesome

Her face sets like a broken spell
A truth revealed
Milky blue eyes fix me with a question

No one asked me to do this
I chose to


Thursday, 31 October 2013

Hopeland (Notes From Corsica) 13: Christmas Beach

13: Christmas Beach

I always wave at trains.
People in trains nearly always wave back.
There’s a little red and yellow wagon, Le Trinighellu, which chugs up and down the coast between Calvi and Isle Rouse, like some continental cousin of Thomas the Tank Engine. We call it ‘Pierre the Put-Put’. On request it stops with a ‘parp’ at any beach en route to pick up and deliver folk to and from their chosen haven. As the engine slows to a stop, ghostly faces peering out to sea, reign themselves in and focus on the beach life. If you can catch an eye, the traveller always seems to relish the connection. Most are genial, some downright rude. I could compile a lexicon on international sign language. Italians and Germans are the easiest to spot, comedians and straight men. As the train pulls away they resume positions and refix their gaze; some leaning forward hopefully towards an uncertain future, others peering back wistfully from whence they came. 


It was Christmas morning and, after a breakfast of croissants, coffee and chocolate, Di, Gregg, Suzie and I made our way down to a deserted Bodri, now re-christened ‘Christmas Beach’. With the sands to ourselves we set up on the decking of ‘Sinbad’s’ bar, which would be closed until the spring. Although nothing could compete with Sinbad’s legendary cheese and mushroom omelette, a festive spread of chacuterie, cheese and cheap champagne was laid out and we tucked in, occasionally pausing for a game of charades and a magic trick or two. The food brought forth a family of cats; four scruffy wide-eyed kittens with their protective parents, nervous but hungry. We fed them scraps and gave them names. As the pallid sun struggled to fuel a pale, empty sky, we juggled with ashen driftwood and later a boule tournament somehow descended into beach cricket, girls against boys. After taking a brilliantly athletic catch in the slips I was suddenly overcome with a desperate need to dump. Coffee and chocolate! Although we had packed three bottle openers and two lemons, not one piece of toilet paper was at hand. Napkins anyone? In increasing desperation I scoured the scrub for scrap. Where’s ‘The Sun’ when it’s needed? I was eventually blessed with a sun-bleached copy of ‘Corse Matin’ and retired to a convenient dune to crouch like a canine. On cue every dog walker in the Balagne descended for his or her Christmas constitutional. As I steadied for evacuation I found myself the focus of a sniffing Shitzu, closely attended by its scowling owner. Both man and dog looked at me down long noses that
tested the air with an odd mixture of empathy and contempt. I eventually managed to disengage from these conspiratorial inquisitors by throwing a stick and moved higher up the dunes, away from the beach. Dropping my trousers I re-assumed that ‘L’ shaped position and pointed myself with great
precision down hill towards the sea. Relief, short lived: I nearly re-shat myself as that red and yellow train rolled leisurely by not ten feet from where I strained. All passengers previously gazing out to sea, dutifully reigned themselves in and caught my eye. Registering their sympathy and horror I could think of nothing better to do but salute like a trainee squady. If my earlier Christmas charade had been ‘Sir John Mills Shitting like a Shivering Dog’ I’d have won hands down.
Moving away with an indecent lack of haste, ‘Pierre the Put-Put’ parped.
I parped back and my salute became a wave.
I always wave at trains.

*** 

Ocean bound 

And the father holds the daughter on the beach
Knowing that he’ll never forget
And that she’ll never remember

She moves to the rocks
Just out of reach
He thinks of sunsets and of late November
Hearing the words
Ocean bound:
“I will be nice, I will be kind
I will hold other folk in mind”

Is her song for him? 

She has already forgotten that he’s there